*Photo credited to Redeemer of Light of deviantart.

It’s been a year. And yet memories of you still haunts me. The happy moments we’ve shared were greatly missed. Even the pains that we both went through kept on haunting me. The more I set my mind to forget you, the more I misses you. There wasn’t any day that I don’t think of you. Everywhere I go, I see your face, your smile, and your voice I hear. I wonder, do you feel the same way?

Yet, I still feel hurt. Hurt with the way you are right now. You became the type of guy I hated most. But why is it that I still love you? Don’t want to totally entertain the thought of what you are right now. So disappointing…so discouraging. I don’t want to be regretful of choosing you and I don’t want to wait for the time where I’ll lost my respect and love in you. This is why I needed to keep my distance. To safeguard myself from more pains. And to safeguard my love for you. Hope you’ll understand my choice and won’t take it against me.